2.25pm, and I'm freezing in the office despite having two jackets on.
The sunlight on the other side of the window mocks me.
Anyway, I'm pretty glad the whole 'Cheating-is-not-a-big-deal' episode is finally over.
Oh there will be serious problems in the future, you can bet your ass on that.
But this gives me hope that we will be able to work things out.
Been a while since I've been here.
Need to keep writing, keep posting.
I feel the struggle to remain articulate starting to get harder again.
Lately I've been almost obsessed with getting my designs up on Threadless and Design by Humans.
Plan is to have 10, followed by 100 winning designs, earning me about $100,000.
Yep.
If only it were that easy.
Spent the whole weekend on one crappy-ass design that
I was eventually not satisfied with, but submitted anyway because a) I was out of time and b) I was fucking exhausted.
And in my rush to earn that pot of gold (unlikely),
I made one mistake after another in terms of DHV and DLV.
Yep. You've still got to run game on your wife.
And now that I think about it,
I'd consistently justified myself, qualified myself, and inadvertently sought her approval.
Hell, a few times I couldn't even make a proper decision.
Time to review the 77 Laws.
Stem the bleeding.
I remember a PUA talking about mistakes.
You acknowledge them, appreciate them, then learn from them and move on.
That is what I need to do.
Well enough of that, bitches.