Sunday, June 2, 2013

What The Hell

So it's Monday again.
And here I am, trying to adhere to my new personal routine,
which includes a new blog post every morning before I begin doing actual work.

A sort of warm-up, if you will.
To set the mood for the day.

The plan is to spend an hour, from 8.30am to 9.30am doing this.

It is now 10am. Bah hahahahah.
Yea, I'm writing a blog post DURING OFFICE HOURS.
I'm so badass.

Every weekday I wake up and think to myself
"I really do not want to come into work today".
Every. Damn. Day.

It's not quite a lie to say that I like my job.
I do. The sales bit.
When I get to interact with customers,
and when I get to see
the more experienced Business Development guys in action and learn from them,
that's when I really enjoy my job.

But when there is no clear direction,
a lack of technical support and resources (I mean come on, STILL no fucking CRM?? COME ON),
it makes me want to quit. On the spot.

Would've done it ages ago, if only it weren't for this tiny, miniscule requirement that I tend to have from time to to time...
MONEY.

Ah well.
I'm downloading Game Maker at the moment,
hoping to get a bit of practice in each morning.

I used to think all you need is a great product to sell (like a great mobile game)...
and put in the minimum amount of effort to get that product out,
to be successful.

It's way overdue,
but I've come to realize that to wish for something like that,
would be to wish for a goddamn Arnold Schwarzengger physique
by working out 5 mins once a week and downing a protein shake right after.

Doesn't work like that.
You need to put in the effort.
Gonna be a pain in the ass,
and yea, yea... it's common sense too.

I feel like going back in time and smacking my self.
I was just a lazy asshole.

There is no easy way out.
You need to pay your dues.

Time to get to it.


Well enough of that.