Yep. They mean well, they do.
Now I've been told all kinds of crap by women about my appearance (my face, mostly).
Which is why I try to minimise any
contact with them in real-life.
But the most hurtful comments (I sound really macho, I know) have come from those who mean well.
Now I know I'm ugly.
Been told that many, many (MANY!) times before.
I'm cool with that.
Nothing much that can be done about my face.
But these people...
they view my picture,
and in an attempt to make
me feel better...
say the exact opposite.
Now don't get me wrong. I appreciate it.
But I know for fact that it's not true... and it makes me feel like shit. Especially since I can't get pissed off at them.
Why would I? They ARE being kind. It's like robbing a store, beating the shit out of the clerk, so you can get the cash to buy your kid something nice.
Thing is, not one of them would be seen dead in public with me.
And before any of you go "OMG! SO THEY SHOULD ALL GO OUT WITH YOU! YOU CRAZY! OMG LOL!"... kindly bend over.... yes... and stick your head up your assholes. Yep. Just like that.
All I'm saying is... it just feels like charity. And I do not fucking need charity. Not from anyone.
So yea... again, I appreciate it. But you should know it makes me want to crawl into a wood chipper. At least it'd hurt less.
And of course, back to work, tomorrow. So... no cake this time. You can have this cookie, though.
