What's going on?
I'm tired, I know that.
But lately my thoughts and arguments have been... as not as coherent as they should be.
Like a knife with a blunt edge.
And I can't seem to fix it.
Perhaps it's because I'm jumping from one thing to another too rapidly,
allowing distractions to take centre stage for a brief moment,
before attempting to get back on track only to be distracted again.
Goddammit I just did it again.
A thought popped in, I attended to it,
and here I am again.
The sharp, stabbing pain in my lower back sure as hell isn't helping.
I am worried.
Quite.
There are so many things I would like to do.
Refine my designs, start the process of getting an apartment, kickstart my startup ideas,
get another, better job...
So many things to do, so little time.
So very little precious time.
First thing's first.
Learn to focus. Work on my back, tighten the abs, lose the fat.
Back exercises every night before sleeping.
Avoid deadlifts for the time being.
Focus. One thing at a time.
Focus.
Well, enough of that
