Singaporeans are still generally stupid.
Yep.
Had to say it.
If you've read my previous post,
you'll get what I'm talking about.
And if you haven't,
and especially if you're not interested in doing so,
well then...
I respect your decision.
Now go fuck yourself in the ass with a spiky dynamite.
Anyway,
I've got a to-do list in front of me.
And an even longer one in my head.
So many things to go.
So little time (shut up).
And my nose is still running like a goddamn marathon runner on crack.
Had a sort of epiphany this past weekend.
I think I already knew it,
just didn't realize it.
I hate work.
Yes, another motherfucking newsflash.
I am so very, very unique.
Anyway, yeah.
I hate working in general.
I do like sales.
But I didn't think too deeply about the why.
Sure, I liked interacting with prospects and clients
and helping them fulfill their needs (now how on earth could this possibly be misconstrued, hmm?).
And the feeling of closing a deal.
Holy shit I love that feeling. Especially if it was a long shot to begin with.
That high. That high is what I'm constantly after.
But I delved a little deeper and understood what it is that I'm passionate about.
And in the process of doing so,
understood a little more about myself.
I'm fucking deep, man.
So what did I learn?
I like creating something from scratch,
something useful for people;
something they need or would very much like to have,
and sell a sizeable amount,
to make a lot of money in a relatively short period of time.
Yeah, I know... I know... who the fuck doesn't want that?
I'm not talking about millions here.
I'm talking about maybe starting up a company selling this product I've created,
running it for a short period of time and making a tidy profit on top of paving the way
for more profit to come,
enhancing the value to potential buyers.
The target is $100,000 in revenue per quarter.
And after 6 months to a year, I would sell the business for about $1 million.
Even if there were potential for it to become even more successful,
and even if the value were much higher,
I would rather pocket the money,
and start working on another project.
And then another.
And so on.
I like working intensely for a short period,
I always have.
22-hour days, for 6 months is fine with me (not really)(fuck off),
if there's the promise of a big reward at the end,
and a break of about a month or two.
Like back in my previous role,
I really liked how you needed to put in maximum effort for 3 months
in order to gain a sizeable bonus at the end of each quarter.
Though there wasn't a month-long break,
you still kind of got a break at the beginning of each quarter.
That is what I would like to do.
It's not going to be easy,
but eh, fuck it.
I want it.
I just need to want it badly enough.
Well enough of that.
