It's 10am in the office,
and the amount of work I've done
is equal to the amount of snow that has fallen in Singapore the past year.
If you're still trying to figure out what that means,
then please,
run at full speed into a concrete wall.
You'll be doing yourself a favour, trust me.
I'm tired...
exhausted, really.
Mentally, and physically.
Now don't get me wrong,
I love the technology, and the actual work itself.
Problem is, there just isn't enough for me to do.
And while my director is a pretty cool guy,
once the CEO realizes I'm dead weight,
I'm probably gone.
Gotta say though,
if I were in his position, I'd do the EXACT same thing.
There's also the fact that I feel like I'm stagnating.
Going nowhere, career-wise.
I kind of feel the same way personally, too.
My English has suffered, not to mention my conversational skills.
Was speaking with a girl this morning,
and goddammit I almost reached a point where I had nothing to say.
At least the anxiety has not returned.
That's a good thing.
There's a shitload more to talk about,
but being in the office,
and not being the owner of the company,
makes it slightly less convenient to spend a long-ass time on your blog.
There are a few positives, though.
Every day, I will learn something new, something practical.
Russian, or about GIS.
Doesn't matter.
There must be progress.
And my arm has healed...
so later tonight, I'll be back in the gym.
Oh yea.
Now if you've had enough...
kind go forth and fuck yourself in the ass.
Well enough of that
