What the fuck is wrong with you?
You KNOW you can stop it.
You fucking moron.
For how many years have you tried?
Over and over again.
Every time you beat it down,
it comes back stronger.
Because YOU let it.
How long has it been?
7 years? 8? 9?
WHEN WILL IT END?
FUCK YOU.
Yeah,
lock the door.
Stand there.
Just fucking stand there.
You can move.
You know you can.
But instead, all you do is fucking stand there like a goddamn statue.
Repeating the same shit over and over again.
Why? Explain it to me.
You think you can take much more?
Fuck you.
I wish it would just end.
I could make it end.
Maybe I am beyond repair.
Maybe.
But there are those who depend on me.
And I'd die,
before I let them down.
So fuck you.
I'm staying.
And I will beat you someday.
